can you document chaos ? can you describe( it ) ?what its like or how does it feel, the toll it takes on your present sense of self
the smell , the taste,that vary real tactile sense of fear. the anxiety helplessness , doom the gloom . the immense moment of all things, all at one moment?
ah but then theres a breath or a wisp of a moment. that rare fraction of the second that all owes, you to slowly glimpse the hope, joy, love, blue skys- freedom its very self! thats your crack in the door to hustle through and have your chance to Begin to peel back those layers of ego .
the ego has set you up all along, you where the sucker of the moment. takeing the fall , the fall that is all thing delusional.
HEY I NEED SOME WATER HERE!
hey man my glass is getting empty, i need some h2o bub. i mean hell i could run out and then what . hello, mr ego here my i help you DUDE ? ah… yeah man i need to immediately start to worries more about running out of water other wise how will i know what to do with this space in my brain ? ah yes my nerdy little friend youll need the bizzy work of the brain type. which will make you feel sustained and progressive,that sense of real accomplishment which in turn will convey security in your future . believe me my little weird ass friend there is nothing more disturbing than the uncertainty of a future not defined.
THE OTHER HAND
NOW IF YOU HAVE THE APPROACH THAT……. the glass has water in it,and it goes half way up. well you are now on the positive side, better still how about you have water . not how much or how little, just that you have what you need right now .
and what do you need right now ?if your thirsty a drink if your not thirsty nothing. the problem only arises when the INTELECT , that nasty little blob of education from an institute of higher learning. causes the infection know en as thinking. NO GOOD COMES OF THIS THINKING ! why ? well smart people need a problem to solve or a task to achieve. bizzy work to us regular folks! the drama of well drama it is what we are made up of (the water could spill, we may need a bigger glass, the neighbours might want some and lets not for get the dog.
we become frozen inside a delusional state, which weakens us to the point of immobility.a frenzied confusion of all consuming proportions. it fucks your shit up !
YOU STILL HAVE H2O after all. but none the less the truth remains that you still have water and that those ass cheeks of ego slide over your watermelon head and slapped shut faster than a virgin on prom nite. and who can think clearly when all that intellectual ass is smothering your coconut. all that can remain is a gripping fear and doubt as to when that fucking smell will leave .
SO FUCK WATER HOW ABOUT YOU AS A BEING?
im presently going through a real change, im shedding STUFF that i used to think was identity, my identity. that in and of it self is not necessarily bad, the stuff i mean . its more about the attachments placed on your intellectual you. waters good, but obsessing BAD! moneys important ,killing for it BAD!! clothes can be cool but they are not WHO you are.
at times it can seem to be a monstruos ordeal , this letting go of your old you .i mean after all you spent a long time tightening up that trick ass visual of cool , right ? but if your in the bizness of wanting to know real truth . you gotta give up the booty. and the truth is ?
THE TRUTH IS ………
doing and knowing are not the center of your truth . you do not have to know the truth you do not have to do anything with the truth .you just act upon the truth dont plan scheme or out smart the truth cause you can not. it is like water to fish ,when its gone youll know that in a big ass way.
SHOULDENT WE HAVE A MAP ?? sorry no map and any one who says they have one is a lier. there just this one rule of letting go.if you can practice that then you can see little bits of you start to streak through the darkness of ego . the bullshit truly falls away, even as i write this it seems to fantastically easy. and im not quit sure of why i trust what i say other than time after time as i let go of something, something better shows up to replace what i thought i needed. the more vulnerable it makes you feel the more you can rest ashurd it is going to impact you in a positive way.
TRUST the antidote to all things egocentrically stupid. the habit of learning to just drop IT, the it of ego domination . which is always available to tell you that if you keep up this endless hunter for truth youll probably end up in a card board house on i 35.
well that is what you will not end up doing if you seek truth.follow correct action by listening to your physical being. the task of correct action takes only the act of non action . dont try to think of what to do , just act upon what ever is at hand . not thirsty then you dont need a drink . trying is you worrying about when you will be thirsty and if there will be enough.
ITS FEAR THAT DRIVES POOR CHOICES
fear wants to make you move, its in your d n a the fight or flight gene. but when it comes to a problem there is no enemy to fight its in your mellon of a head. the problem was a very cleaver and demonic ego design . and so it will go, you catching a fake problem then just asking if it really is a problem. thats when you stop and do nothing, 0 just allow your self to listen to your intelligent self .and then see how you feel .allow the glass to be half full or half empty or that it just contains water . see physically how that makes you feel.
PROBLEM SOLVED!
just sit still be cool and enjoy the glass ,the water and the day. hanzo
